So, I went to the Doctor today to seem about the lapses in memory I've been having.. Since I do a lot of errands for my mother now and its very irritating to make up to three trips a day for forgotten items.

After listening to me talk about it and the multiple whacks to the head I took as a kid, he told me what he believes I may have. Multiple concussions. We're going to have it looked into more, and he's looking into other forms of help but the absolute bottom line is..

There is 'no' way to fix it, and if this is true, it's going to get worse.

By the time I'm forty, perhaps sooner, I'll have Alzheimer's.

I'm completely dumbstruck right now.. to the point I don't know what to say or think, except that maybe this is just a bit scary.


I don't want to be useless. There are people that depend on me for help.


Anyway, aside from that, I'm going back to the A.V.W.A.C., to take a trade course, try and get a more hands on job. Try and get that apartment I've always wanted and more importantly, more money to help the fam out.

Maybe a new scanner too. I have a lot of sketches I wanna upload.